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[Sunday
March 19th, 2006 at 12:15am] |
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Ok... I haven't updated for quite a while... This whole lj is apparently near dead... My feet are still aching from wearing those boots for one whole day yesterday... I'm not going anywhere NEAR those boots for now... Gah... My heels hurt like hell... I went out yesterday with this really weird cap[that I bought in year 2004 and only wore it out once, which was yesterday], boots, black blouse and skirt[was part of the dress code]... I wore eye-liner[I suck at lining my eyes] and violet contact lenses... I looked really... Well, I wasn't really looking like the usual me... That's all I can say... But the Reicherou went out wearing this really nice dark purplish black skirt and this really nice black blouse... She painted her nails all black... She looked like she was going to JRock visual kei band style... We were actually looking around for eye make-up and stuff... Then when we left the shop at Plaza Singapura, this bunch of guys happened to pass by us and they went, "Oooooooh... Gothic..." I was like WTH??? They probably don't even know the definition of gothic... Guys and their shallow minds... GAH...
Ok... So I admit that I've going crazy about JRock visual kei bands such as Gazette, Alice Nine and Dir En Grey... But hey, I'm still devoted to MCR... I'm counting down to the day that Life ON The Murder Scene's gonna be released... 3 more days, to be exact... If the Singapore government is planning to import the album VERY late, I think he'll have to prepare to face some crazy girl who'll try to kick his butt soon... I'm sounding really insane... I know... My briancells are nearly half dead... The school stuff are wearing me out... The Macromedia Flash course was quite fun... Well, the fun part was when we could do anything we want after doing the flash that the lady wanted us to do... Oh yeah... If people could pierce their tongues before they're even 15, piercing their lips before they're even 18 should be ok right??? Singapore government and their cranked up rules... Sheesh... I repainted my toe nails... The white varnish on my toe nails were getting on my nerves... I painted my toe nails black again... My mum's yelling at me for it... I'm stressed out... There are too many things for me to cope with now... Which is tiring, ESPECIALLY when there's no one there to talk to anymore... I don't like myself anymore...
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| Life on the murder scene!!!!! |
[Sunday
February 19th, 2006 at 6:43pm] |
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30 more days!!!!! Life on the murder scene will be out in 30 more days... OK...I need to say aomething about something I've observed in recent days... A hectic schedule helps one to see the reall personality of others... One thing I've observed about my so-called patient and kind friends... I used to think that they're really patient and understanding and stuff like that... But through the hectic schedule[tests, homework, projects and Kindness Cheer practices], I finally realised how impatient they are... They even blame the teacher in charge[whose name I shall not mention] for the whole slow progress of the Kindness Cheer and for inefficiency... I shall say that I'm very disappointed in them... They push the blame for different things around and when they have nowhere to push the blame to except themselves, they blame the teacher... They didn't consider that fact that the teacher was informed late about the whole Kindness Cheer thing, the teacher's mother's hospitalised and that the teacher has to mark lots of test papers and stuff like that... They just went, "Oh, we're also busy with tests, homework and projects... So how come we can come for practices and she didn't come???" Then they started blaming and stuff... I mean, all the teacher does is to watch and see if you can improve on right??? If you're promoting kindness, what's you're doing now is NOT promoting kindness... It's like you're slapping your own mouth... This world is disappointing...
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| Demolition Lovers... |
[Tuesday
February 14th, 2006 at 6:21pm] |
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This Valentine's Day is really special... I don't usually celebrate it but this year, I got presents!!!! Which is pretty cool, I guess... I mean, it's not everyday when you go to school and come back with a bunch of chocolates, sweets and other really sweet things... Haha... I thank those people who gave me presents... Anyway, Steph!!!! Get well soon and congrats on your class winning to Spelling Bee!!!!! I was amazed!!!! Your class was really enthusiastic and stuff... Those words tested were like alien language to me!!!! You people are impressive!!!! Haha... Happy Valentine's Day!!!!
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| Against your faith in me... |
[Monday
December 12th, 2005 at 10:40pm] |
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It's not a fashion statement, it's a deathwish-MCR |
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I found a really hilarious song... It's called "Grandma Got Run Over By A Reindeer"... The lyrics are below...
"Grandma got run over by a reindeer
Walking home from our house Christmas eve.
You can say there's no such thing as Santa,
But as for me and Grandpa, we believe.
She'd been drinkin' too much egg nog,
And we'd begged her not to go.
But she'd left her medication,
So she stumbled out the door into the snow.
When they found her Christmas mornin',
At the scene of the attack.
There were hoof prints on her forehead,
And incriminating' Claus marks on her back. "
I couldn't stop laughing after reading the lyrics... I nearly died laughing... Can you imagine a really sick girl with bloody fever and headache laughing at a computer screen??? That's how weird it is for my mum... Oh man.... I can't stop laughing... The song is super hilarious... Ack... I think I need Panadol again... Bleh...
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| Things are better if I stay... |
[Tuesday
November 15th, 2005 at 12:38pm] |
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My computer crashed a few days ago... Which is REALLY bad news for me... I sat in front of the TV all day long... Either that or sleeping the day away... I got a new number and a new phone... I definitely prefer my current phone than the previous one... Went out with my sister and Sherm yesterday... Supposed to go bowling... But in the end, we didn't go... Oh well... Too bad... I'm SO happy that the computer is fixed... Later...
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| Only go so far to bury them... |
[Friday
November 11th, 2005 at 11:19pm] |
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You feel nothing. Just numb... You've been pushed
too far, or just over the edge. Life was too
much and since you could not cut yourself off
from it, you cut it off from you. This state of
feeling is most of the time beyond help. You've
probably called out for help but nobody came.
Nobody cared. If you could've you would have
killed yourself so you would be free from the
depression that broke you into a thousand
pieces. Everyone avoids you, although you don't
care. Why should you, anyway? Your just a
walking shell after all. Life has lost it's
meaning a long time ago.
Element: Ice
Color: White
Quote: A heart cannot break if it's already stopped
beatng.
Expression: There is none. Just a blank stare.
Symbol: A shattered mirror/wilted rose/faded color
.:Look me in the eyes... Tell me how you feel:. (anime pics) [Detailed results]
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| And all the things that you never ever told me... |
[Friday
November 11th, 2005 at 11:16pm] |
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DEMON EYES
You have Demon
Eyes!
Positive Traits: Cunning,
Ambition, Passion, Powerful,
Strong
Negative Traits: Malicious,
Cruel, Emotionless, Sadistic, Deceitful,
Self-Absorbed
Your eyes are the windows to your soul. What type of eyes do you have?
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| Run into the sunset... |
[Friday
November 11th, 2005 at 11:05pm] |
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Girl Name: Czarina Batty
Guy Name:Father Vlad *You have a heart
of solid coal* You wish that you could
change your ways, even though you have done
nearly everything right. You try to hard to be
accepted by others.
What Is Your Goth Name? (Updated!)
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| I hope you'll do the same... |
[Friday
November 11th, 2005 at 11:01pm] |
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Spirit Sight is your secret ability.
You see things not many people see, and you never
take anything for granted. You are the kind of
person who prefers to be alone. Not many people
take you seriously whenever you claim to see
things that many do not. However, it is the
things you see that make an impact on both your
life and the lives around you. Everywhere you
look, you see the spirits of the dead and the
spirits of the earth trying to guide,
manipulate and protect the people you are
surrounded by. Whenever something happens, you
know that the spirits are involved. It's just
that no one believes you. However, there are a
few people that take you seriously, and it is
this small but close-knit group of friends you
are most loyal to. They believe in you and you
to them.
Everyone has a secret ability. What is yours? (7 answers with pics)
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